Monday, December 7, 2009

Almost holidays

Hello everyone :)
I am almost done with all my work, just 4 exams are left :) so yeah the light at the end of the tunnel is really close ;)
But I have great news :) I got an invitation to an job interview :) so yeah you can imagine how excited I am ;) but surely I gonna manage it xD

I just wanted to tell you the good news and now I am off to my accounting class

lots of love from Finland

Monday, November 23, 2009

Lack of time

Hi everybody :)

I am really sorry again so much time passed by and I didn't write anything. And once again University is the reason for that ;) I am about to drown in all that papers, essays, homework and learning for the exams. But yeah the end is near (also called christmas ;)).

well what happened in the last 15 days since I wrote my last blog entry.

My best friend has been here for a weekend, and we had a lot of fun, as always when we spend time together. And again I noticed how much I miss Helsinki, but also there I can see the day coming when I finally will move back to Helsinki. The same feeling of longing I had yesterday, when my old host-family came to visit me here in Tampere. I spent a really nice day with them and luckily the weather was really nice yesterday. Not like the last week, nearly every day it was raining -.- I wish all the rain was snow, that would have been nice. Omg I think I am really a positive pers0n, because also in this matter I believe that the snow will come, and at least when my sister is here for visiting me, we are gonna have a lot of snow :) or with other words: "The hope dies at the end".

but now I have to get my focus back on the university stuff.

lots of love

Sunday, November 8, 2009

nice calm weekend

Hi everyone :)

Just wanted to let you know that I am still alive ;) I just nearly spent all weekend on my sofa, doing nothing except sleeping.... due to a little flew that I got last Thursday :) But I think I am already on my way of recovery :) I already managed yesterday to get out of the house for a few hours. And it felt really great. It was a friend's birthday party, and thought I didn't went to any bar afterwards I really enjoyed the few hours being with some nice people :)
Just today my nose was stuck again, and my tries of singing Karaoke yesterday didn't really help that I kinda sound like a human again xD but still it was fun yesterday xD

hope you all are also doing fine :)

lots of love from Finland

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

excitement pure xD

Hi everyone,

I am really sorry, that I got kinda lazy again with this blog. But well, I am not really lazy... rather I am just too busy with university stuff ;) I hope you understand :)

I just wrote some more applications today. And it kinda looks good (or is it juts my optimism?!?) well anyhow, if everything works out, I can call Helsinki next summer again "my current city" ;)

Well otherwise not that much has happened over here. We had the first snow already (last weekend) but of course it already melted away ;) but yeah winter is coming :) and I am looking forward it :)

but folks I am sorry, but I have to focus again on some assignments, but I promise to be back soon :)

lots of love,

Thursday, October 29, 2009

coffe please intravenous ;)

Hello everyone,
here I am again. It's just break time, and omg I am so damn tired. Every morning up at 6am is way too early for me, but well maybe I gonna get used to it ;)
But the lecture I am having now doesn't really help me to stay awake. It's all about management accounting, how it differs from financial one, etc etc, I don't want you to fall asleep while reading this here ;) so I better stop.

Today I have a very long day again. Later still some French lesson, yeah I really need to improve my French skills ;) although I had a nice experience yesterday when one of my friends wrote something on Facebook in French, and surprise I understood it ;) so yeah some hope is left.

But now my lecture is about to start again, so I just send you all a lots of love from Finland

Friday, October 23, 2009

Survived :)

Hello everyone,
here I am again, and I survived the last week :) I had two exams and two presentations, but I made it ;) and I think not too bad :) at least I hope that.

Unfortunately I missed my skyting lesson last monday due to school stuff -.- but yeah next monday is already close :)

Otherwise I am enjoying the new video by The Rasmus feat. Anette Olzon. I really love that song, and esp what the lyrics are about. It is really touching and I really had to fight my tears yesterday when listening it the first time.

Today I slept really long that was so great, I wasn't able to sleep so long for a long time :) and so I was already close to a lck of sleep :D well at least I really enjoyed it finally to be able to switch off the alarm clock ;) And with so much new energy it will be really fun to go babysitting today ;). And after that maybe a friend's houswarming party is calling me, let's see how the evening is going to be. At least the party is just across the street, so not really far away ;) and it would be really nice to finally see some people again.

In university everybody took now the different modules, so sometimes it's really hard to see some faces ;)

ok, I think that's all for now ;)

lots of love from Finland

Friday, October 16, 2009

back in Tampere

Yes I am back :) and my last week was great :) I made a trip to South Germany to visit some friends and it really was a fabulous time :)

Tuesday I met a good friend of mine, and we had so much to talk about ;) last time we met at Sauna Open Air Festival here in Tampere in the beginning of June, so yeah it was a long time ago ;) And then Tuesday evening I went to a bar with some friends I have spent last new years eve with :) so yeah also those ones I haven't seen for such a long time :)

Wednesday was more or less a chill out day for me, although I did a bit school stuff, yeah I know it's scarry, even in my vacations I do sth for school^^ but yeah two big exams are coming up, so the time pressure is there xD

Thursday, so yesterday was my last day in Bad Urach, and well it was great as well :) I was driving car again (after 1 1/2 years) and well then later I have visited some stable what is famous for their arab breeding :) and in the evening again to some bar, enjoying some good wine :)

and yeah now I am back ;) I would have wanted to stay longer, but well anyway I gonna go there again one day.... that's for sure :)

lots of love from finland

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Relaxing weekend

Hello everyone :)

I can't believe it by myself... I am so relaxed right now :) yesterday I made a movie night with two friends and it was so much fun :) we watched three movies, all were comedy ones, and we had so much to laugh about, it just felt great :)
And for today I booked the Sauna here in the house :) so it will be another relaxing evening, before I have to start packing tomorrow. And this time I have to be very careful what I'm taking with me, 'cause I am just travelling with hand luggage... and then on Monday I fly to Germany. I gonna stay there for 4 days, so Friday I'll come back to Finland :)

I was just chatting with a friend of mine, and she told me that she started riding horses again, somehow I really miss it, although I have my figure skating lessons here. But still I miss the horse I used to ride in Germany :) But yeah I am sure sooner or later I gonna be on a horse again ;)

so yeah I wish you all an as relaxing saturday as mine :)

lots of love,

Thursday, October 8, 2009

still alive

Hello everyone,
I am really sorry for being so lazy in the last time ;) but yeah school stuff needed to be done ;) and so I was less surfing through the net and of course had also less time to write ;)

So what is new?!?! I was last weekend in Helsinki (again) because Amorphis was playing there, so yeah it was a must to be there ;) some time to chill out and just to relax. After all the assignments I was in a huge need of this :) The concert was on Friday, and on Saturday I had a really nice time with my best friend. I really miss her here in Tampere, although Helsinki is not so far away it is still too far away for just having a nice chat or some girly talk ;) But it always awesome when I am in Helsinki.
Well, then I am right now searching for an internship placement, wish me good luck that I find one ;) cause otherwise I have to invent something for next summer :P but yeah still I am very optimistic (although sometimes I wonder where I get that energy from).

But ok, I guess that's all for now, i still gonna work a bit here in the TAMK library and then off to Glaston (A field trip from my international marketing course).

lots of love,

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Anteeksi ;)

Hello :)

yeah I got a bit lazy again about this blog, and I am really sorry about that. But here we go again ;)

So what happened since my last blog!?!?!

I was quite busy with school, and well of course every monday I had my skating lesson ;) but then i have been also creative once again. so here you go:

Again we are here,
the same old face,
the same old role.

You are the weak and I am the strong.
you suffer and I care.

But for how long shall this go on?
for how long do you drown in your tears?
for how long do live in sorrow?

Every day I'm using my power for you.
Every day I try to get you back to life.
But you ain't notice anything,
too deep you are in the past,
too deep in the darkness.

Every day I pray and hope,
you'd come back into life,
you'd spread your wings again,
you'd smile again.

it's not the very best one, but it means a lot to me. when writing it I had to think of one friend, and he is really important to me.

lots of love

Friday, September 18, 2009


Yeah I am finally again in helsinki, although the last time is just some weeks ago ;) but still I missed it so much, and especially I missed my best friend here :)

I am already at her place. We just need to get the matress to her place so I don't need to sleep on the blank floor ;) And later we go to her friend's house-warming party. This will be some fun for sure.

The train trip to here was nice but way too long :D esp when you are too tired to do given assignments ;)

but yeah I wish you all a great weekend,

lots of love from Helsinki this time

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Good morning

Good morning dear world :)

It is a really wonderful day :) unfortunately I just have to spent the whole day in university :/ but well could be worse.

Just yesterday evening I had a chat with someone, and it really brought up some thoughts in my mind. Where do we come from? Where do we belong to? And who are we? well to come to the point, I for myself think you belong there to where you feel comfortable, and this doesn't have to do anything with what genes do you have. Of course our genes are the origin, somehow, but still, just because I was born and raised in Germany, it doesn't mean I am a typical German.
Ok I don't know whether anyone can understand that stuff what I am just writing here ;) but yeah what I kind of wanna say is, a human being can always change and adapt different kinds of things. And so we are not only that where we come from, but also that where we feel ourselves belonging to ;)

wow I got really philosophical :D

but now it's time to wish you all a great day.

lots of love

Sunday, September 6, 2009

A normal Sunday?!?!

Another day is over. It was a great day!!! OK, I had to work a bit, but the work went quite well (I am just writing a paper for Human Resource Management). Well and then later in the afternoon my flatmate made some nice austrian bakery thingy, it's filled with apples and it really tastes so good, although my flatmate had some problem with the Finnish ready made puff pastry. Well and then she invited over some other Austrian and German girls and we all spent the day with tea, coffee and a lot of nice talk ;).
Now I am sittign here and listen to Nightwish, and yeah I think it was a great Sunday, and I am really looking forward for the upcoming week, esp because some friend from Germany is coming for the next weekend. And we gonna head for a Karaoke bar and as I think I already mentioned the Schatten party.
I think this was it so far about today ;)

lots of love from Finland

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Another Morning ;)

Hello everyone :) Another great morning it is. And as you see I am really motivated now to keep my blog up to date.

Yesterday eveing was really great, we (Julia, Karolina and I) had a lot of fun with two bottles of sparkling wine :D and nice conversation, thx to Julia and Karolina ;) So it was a quite long eveing :) so I am a bit surprised to be awake already :D

Now I am still sitting at Julias Lap top and I am enjoying the view through her window. I can directly see Pyhäjärvi. It is so nice. Although it's not the ocean it is also quite nice. And anyhow just two weeks left then I gonna visit Helsinki again, so of course I gonna sit at the seaside again enjoying the view onto the water til the horizon.

well, my plan for today is nothing that special. Today evening I gonna babysit so some extra cash for next week when the Schatten party is here in Tampere again.

But yeah so far for this morning ;)

lots of love

Friday, September 4, 2009

Good morning :)

I wish you all a good morning :)
I am really motivated now to keep my blog more up to date.
I by myself, I am just enjoying my life right now. The skating season started again for me, so every Monday I am on the ice again ;) and today evening I am going to be at a friends place for some ladys evening ;) So some cocktails and so on is the plan, and that means a lot of fun ;)

Although the weather here is not that brilliant. It was raining a lot today morning, but now the sun is coming through ;)

I hope the weather at your places is better or at least more constant ;)

many greets from Finland

Thursday, September 3, 2009

break time

yeah my last minutes of my break :) I am sitting in the library :) and soon my French course is going to start, no I don't wanna commit suicide, but I like challenges ;)

so yeah I try to write more in the future (near future)

greets from Tampere